Update.

The past two months have been a delicious blur of emotions.

Fear:

As some of you know, I got arrested about a month ago. It really shook me awake from the delirious haze that I had put myself in. I was feeling exceptionally self-pitiful and I didn't think that life had consequences. The feeling of the cold metal around my wrists really figuratively slapped me in the face. I'm awake now.

Loneliness:

My sister moved to Florida around the same time that I got arrested and I never knew how much I would miss her. Being grounded from friends really amplified how alone I felt. I miss my sister more than anything in the world and I wish I realized how much she meant to me a bit sooner. I'm aware now.

Gratitude:

My best friend is back in my life once more and I could never be thankful enough. I'm so blessed.

Closure:

The negative thoughts I had been thinking about a past relationship consumed me to the point where I couldn't sleep. I have finally come to terms with the fact that everything happens for a reason.

My life is turning around and I could never be more thrilled.