Thursday, June 30, 2011


The past two months have been a delicious blur of emotions.

As some of you know, I got arrested about a month ago. It really shook me awake from the delirious haze that I had put myself in. I was feeling exceptionally self-pitiful and I didn't think that life had consequences. The feeling of the cold metal around my wrists really figuratively slapped me in the face. I'm awake now.

My sister moved to Florida around the same time that I got arrested and I never knew how much I would miss her. Being grounded from friends really amplified how alone I felt. I miss my sister more than anything in the world and I wish I realized how much she meant to me a bit sooner. I'm aware now.

My best friend is back in my life once more and I could never be thankful enough. I'm so blessed.
The negative thoughts I had been thinking about a past relationship consumed me to the point where I couldn't sleep. I have finally come to terms with the fact that everything happens for a reason.

My life is turning around and I could never be more thrilled.