lunar

I am carrying the moon

in my jaws

I am carrying the moon
in the pit of my stomach
in the bottom of my heart

pulling the waves like blankets
over us like three months ago

I am carrying a full moon
on each of my fingers
and saucers
like moons in my eyes

I am carrying the moon
in my jaws

waves

i loved you like the Sea loves the rocks
but she always throws herself away from them
and then comes crawling back

i want to crash into you again


i want you entirely

Day 6. Something you crave.

I really, really, really, really, really, love food.

Day 5. Your favorite animal.

Oh, and.

Day 4. Your parents.

I can't seem to find a picture of them together, but they are pretty cute people.

Mathew Allen Ray

& Carrie Urmston Newman. 

Heart palpitations.

I find it unfair that I can be lying here thinking of you, and you can be lying there thinking of somebody else.

The asymmetry of the world disappoints me. 

Day 3. Your heroes.

Day 2.

A picture of something that makes you happy. 

I can't think of just one, because there are basically too many to list.

                         

         

Trying this again.

Day 1: Introduce yourself, a recent picture of yourself, 15 interesting facts about you.

(I am stealing this idea from Ryan!)


'Sup?! I'm Cassidy!

1. I am my mother's daughter. 

2. I like cats more than I like people. 

3. I have successfully managed to screw up my sleeping schedule.

4. I am enamored by instruments, and I want to eventually learn to play every single one.

5. I eat more than you can even imagine.

6. I'm really awful at talking to people, which is basically why I try to run a blog and get all of the words swimming around in my mind onto something more permanent, like a computer screen. 

7. I spend the majority of my time playing embarrassing video games and watching embarrassing movies. 

8. I have the graceful abilities of a sloth. 

9. Music is my best friend and my soul mate. 

10. I love, love, love fashion. 

11. I have the same hair as a lion. A lion that doesn't comb its hair. 

12. I like to try something new every day, from wearing overalls to tasting sand. 

13. I think horror movies are nifty. 

14. I'm very close to flunking out of high school. 

15. I am profoundly directionless in life. 

Indecisive.

                    I'm sad,                                                                            but I'm happy.

                    I want to die,                                                                         but I don't.

                    I love you,                                                                        but I hate you. 

                    I'm tired,                                                                               but I'm not.

                    I'm fine,                                                                             but not really. 

                    I can't talk to you,                                            but I can't not talk to you. 

These are a few of my favorite things:

• Halloween
• Cats
• Music
• My sister
• Silence
• Christmas lights
• Blankets
• Kissing
• Good movies
• Bad movies
• Big sweaters (preferably with cats on them)
• Creating lists
• The smell of the ocean
• Campfires
• My mom
• Sushi
• Late nights
• Comic books
• Not wearing pants
• Old books
• Sleeping in
• Film
• Road trips
• More stuff I can't think of right now

D'anniversaire.

Well, I honestly could not have asked for a more beautiful birthday!
It was perfect in the sense that I ate a lot of food and was able to see all of my favorite people.
And, no, by people, I do not mean cats... although, I might mean that.

 My lovely friend, Allie, made me a Snitch cake.
And I am not exaggerating when I say that I'm pretty sure it was hand crafted by Jesus, because it was glowing with absolute perfection!


Basically, all of my gifts were Harry Potter themed. Allie also gave me a pair of socks and Tanner gave me a watch, because, well, I don't mean to brag, but I am technically a legal wizard! *scoff scoff*

I went to Olive Garden with some pretty magnificent people when Chelsey gave me a liter of Dr. Pepper (which I drank in, like, six minutes) and my mom surprised me with this gem:

I may or may not have started to cry when I got over the initial shock of realizing that MY MOTHER HAD BOUGHT ME A CAMERA:

I don't feel seventeen just yet. One more year until eighteen. I plan on making it the longest year ever. 

Growing up is not on my agenda just yet!