Sometimes, when my limbs ache, and I can't stay awake, I don't know if it is because I am tired, or if I am genuinely hurting and yearning to go outside and run for miles until I loose all feeling and drown in the satisfaction. Yeah. That was really dreadful, but I'm always feeling like that lately.
I love chelsey. And tanner. Today was very good. I just get this way at night. Nights are when I feel the worst, when I feel alone, and it is quiet, and all I can do is think. And all I think about are the bad things. Anyways, I need some rest.